Thursday, March 22, 2007

Who Am I ?

I am James Chua, a fourteen-year-old Sophomore studying at the University of the Philippines. I like to play Flyff and Ragnarok. I also play offline games like Warcraft and Starcraft. Playing computer games is so cool. You meet new friends from different cities or even from other countries. I also want to tell jokes to my friends. I make them laugh even if how serious the condition is. I want to have more friends, especially the good ones. All the things I do make me feel happy. But sometimes, I'm unlucky when it comes to love.

For me, love is really blind. I can't tell if I really love the person or what. Sometimes, I just don't know how to express my feelings. I believe that the one you love inspires you, but in my case, what really inspires me to do good things is that I see my character in Flyff leveling up. I am happy with that. I don't ask for more.

If you can't believe it, let me show you. The only reason why I came up in the honor's list during my First Year days was that I became so addicted in playing games. I didn't and don't know it. I just know that when you play games or have fun, it makes your mind feel refresh after all those troubles. Being happy is one of my secrets in being myself and I don't want to be depressed all of the time.

All things have different roles in life. Don't regret all the hardships that come into your life because I believe good harvest will follow. And one thing, revenge is not the core of your anger but forgiveness.

Patience is needed to overcome all obstacles. With patience, you won't easily get into fights. I haven't experienced getting very angry at someone because so far, what I've been doing is to forgive them. I haven't planted hatred in my heart. I let go of all the hatred I feel for a person.

All things have limitations. All things never last forever. Comparing things is a bad thing to do. We all know we have different talents and skills so, why compare with others? We all have limitations so, why expect for more? We all have our own fate so, why change it? We all commit mistakes. No one is perfect. We all live here for a purpose. Take what is offered and don't give everything away. Be contented of all the things that you have. Don't ask for more.

Time passes by so fast. We should never let anything pass us by. We can't turn back time. I'm just so unlucky that my first love had passed me by. But it's okay. She is happy with someone right now. I must accept it.

My greatest dream is to be with my puppy love again. I'll just wait for that time.

Thanks for reading! Hope you enjoy!

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